It's that time of year again.

Christmas was amazing. I got everything I asked for and more. I'd tell you what I got, but the list is pretty big. Just take my word for it. I will tell you though, that Chris bought me a diamond heart necklace. Don't be too jealous. I know I have an amazing boyfriend.

I stayed at my dad's for Christmas Eve and then stayed at my mom's for Christmas day. We had a Christmas party at my mom's and my mom told me to invite Chris, so I did. My mom bought Bacardi and Malibu Rum, so I brought up some Bacardi for me and Chris to my room and we had about 4 shots each. I think. All I know is I was buzzing like no other and that I've discovered a new love for drunk sex. Well anyway, we were doing our thing when all the sudden I heard him say those three words very quietly and I was in some what denial he said it, so I ignored it. He later said it again and I asked him if he was sure and he had said he's been trying to tell me and that he was going to tell me earlier when he gave me my gift. I wasn't sure what to say back and to be perfectly honest I don't even remember what I had said in return. In fact, I'm not even sure if he meant it or not considering he was a little out of it. He did say it again though when he left that night and me being caught off guard I simply said, "You too". He hasn't said it since though, so who knows. Maybe his penis got mixed up with his heart. When he got home and was sick from the drinking and I felt like shit the next day. So I guess you can say we won't be sipping on Bacardi any time soon. Eh?

Last night I had a get together over at my dad's and it was a lot better than I imagined. It was Me, of course, Chris, Jamie, Justin, Tyler, and Justin's cousin. It was fun and we basically all just chilled and drank. I did about 7 shots that night and had about a glass and a half of wine. I wasn't too fucked up or anything. Me and Chris did it again, plus another 6 times and 6 different condoms. Now that was the best sex I've ever had and he said it was, "The best sex I've ever had in my life." So go me! I don't have the pictures right now, but I'll maybe post with some at a later time.

Tonight Jamie and Ciara are spending the night and tomorrow we are going camping bright and early with the group. I'm hoping this will be the highlight of my Christmas break and that we all have a wicked fun time. After all, I have been looking forward to this for weeks. I'll keep you posted.