Overflowing Emotions

I don't want my dad to move.
I don't know what I'm going to do without him in my life.
I can't stop crying about it.
It hurts.


I feel unwanted and uncared about.
This happens every year.
My birthday comes around and I never make a huge ordeal.
I'm turning 16 though and it all seems to be about Jamie.
If I want to do something for my birthday, I'm always the one to plan it.
I'm sounding so selfish and self-centered, but just for once can somebody surprise me?
Think about me. go out of their way for ME, like I always try to do for others.
I almost can't believe I'm even writing this or these thoughts are coming into my head.
I can't help it though.


I'm so emotional right now.
My time of the month must be right around the corner.